"Shattered Glass" Lyrics
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Growing up poor and wanting to win
Having no map, born a has been
Being hungry changes you
It re-frames what you think and do
I am so willing to work,
Why would you treat me like dirt?
On a rocket, hitting the ceiling
A price to be paid, but not while I’m kneeling
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I want to hear shattered glass
I’ll break the rules of the ruling class
Mirror is fracturing
The time is nigh
I am no longer your ego supply
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No thanks for my sweat, I must choose to choose
I’m years beyond, paying my dues
I am a rock, worn down by the water
But waiting here won't get me an offer
Won’t worship a talking head
There’s another way, but not straight ahead
Moving on...is hard, but screw it
Have your own back, no one else will do it
Work, fail, get up, succeed
Decide between want and need
Work, fail, get up, work
With the hunt comes the hurt
Work, fail, get up, succeed
Watch and test what you believe
When you’ve made the call
Let nothing hold you back
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The old guard circles and swarms
Power talks, pick up my arms
I’ll get high on my own creation
I’ll pay the price for my innovation
It’s 450 degrees
One more spark then it’s New Year’s Eve
Build my universe, fly my own way
On my own ship, now get out of my way
"Unwinding" Lyrics
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A lesson not learned will be reapeated,
and repeated, and repeated
And I don't want to be there
Don't want to be there
I don't want to be there
When it blows
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I'm in pieces
I've sounded the warning bells my friend
But in the end it's not my choice
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The trauma erupts, and you lose control
But you're not listening, it gets so old
The veil will be lifted
I can't protect you
You're on your own, in your déjà vu
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We're shattered, and the changes will keep coming
And they're coming, feel them coming
The gold isn't out there
The game isn't played fair
And you won't even see pain
Until it shows
Your inventions
Are nothing but warning signs my friend
I hear your words, but not your voice
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The trauma erupts, and you love control
But you're not listening, it gets so old
The veil will be lifted
I can't protect you
You're on your own, in your déjà vu
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I am awake now and I am chaning
I am awake now and I am shifting
It's all right to feel the fear
It's part of existence; part of the deal
Everyone is incomplete
But you can't see when you're asleep
I'm flying and falling at the same time
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We are unwinding, unwinding...
I am awake now
Let it go
I am changing, I am shifting
The trauma erupts
"I Will Find a Way" Lyrics
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Lost at sea, in a dream state undertow
Where is the polestar, the devil I know?
Too many choices, signals, and lies
The more I struggle, I'm paralyzed
Troubled and tense; must I navigate in the dark?
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Lost and spinning, it goes on and on
Trying to see the daylight
But there's only fog
Nothing's familiar
No dawn liaison
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Take me up, take me all the way
Let me see through the labyrinth
I will fight to keep my eyes open
I will find a way
My body's saying what my mind won't hear
I'm stumbling in the dark, my head's not clear
I feel my blind spot, it's right over there
I'm trapped in a feeling it feels unfair
My mind says go, my body says don't
Each leads to the unknown...
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Unseen forces
Spirals turning round
Wind of silent voices
Learn to trust the sound
Something's familiar
Daybreak liaison
"Open" Lyrics
There will be music and wine
Touch and emotion
A magical date line
A desired devotion
Eyes and sound, space and vibration
Colored light, buoyancy, stimulate connection and trust in reciprocity
Yes, I am open
Creating our own luck
We can feel it coming near
Drink in the stardust
The present is right here
Intense focus, sharing and alchemy
Willing the mysterious
Confluence of love and lust, fate and the meant to be
I get close, and I recede
A distance in the atmosphere
It’s in you, too, the pull to retreat
It’s forward into growth or backward into fear
I am terrified because I’m vulnerable
But I won’t curl up weak in my imaginary sanctuary
Into our cosmos
So vast and near
Beyond the old ghosts
A high to being clear
Let us move, change, float, and be still
Conjuring the energy
Want to be a solid, and liquid, and a vapor trail
"Out of My Mind [Into My Body]" Lyrics
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Out of my mind, into my body
I want to be your sensation jockey
Perceive and sense through a different portal
A whole new way of being mortal
I want you, to go there with me
And open up to physicality
I want to float above cities, unsure of reality
Turn off my brain, enter a new modality
Out of my mind, into my body
Vibrating strings and voices fill me
With wonder and love it’s otherworldly
Colors give me a whole new friction
A new passion, a new addiction
Stop, feeling, this way and that
Shift perception like Ella sings scat
I’m time traveling, form dismantling
Feeling all I’m embodying
Out of my mind, into my body
Slower, slower drink it in
In a space you’ve never been
Slower, slower, savor and feel
Open yourself to things surreal
Slower, deeper touch and sense
Let it be that intense
The land between asleep and awake.
The border town, don’t want to wake
Like rolling senses and drinking air
It’s like I’m floating in midair
Visuals change the longer I look
The more I stare, the more I’m hooked
I want to taste you by sight, and share in your light
I want to feel my skin, and breathe you in
See you by feel, feel you by ear
I don’t even care if what I’m feeling is real
I want to taste your anatomy, smell your capacity
Experience your taste, an alternate reality
"I Hid in Your Light" Lyrics
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How could I ever let this happen
How tired of me
Perfectionism stifled my unfolding
Took away from my identity
And I am searching
To stop self sabotage
Denial is a potent drug
It saves me from seeing the ugliness
But in the end, it eats me and those around me alive
I hid in your light
Believed in your lies
Closed my own eyes
Hidden in plain sight
Embraced delusions keep on coming
Outrun the lies
When we believe in our own phantoms
Something within us dies
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And I am searching
To stop self sabotage
Denial is a potent drug
It saves me from seeing the ugliness
But in the end, it eats me and those around me alive
I hid in your light
Believed in your lies
Closed my own eyes
Hidden in plain sight
I’m not afraid of your darkness—don’t be afraid of my artist
Through the cracks
The light emerges
And I begin to see
I knew deep inside if I was successful
That you would leave
And I was searching
To stop self sabotage
Acceptance is a potent drug
It saved me by facing what I’d repressed
And in the end I am stronger without you; I am alive
"What Killed the Cat" Lyrics
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Nine lives and none of them matter
Hated like the bat
See patterns of the splatter
You know what killed the cat
False pen of protection
Pacing like a rat
Mirrors turned, there’s no reflection
You know what killed the cat
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Perpetual pain to feel and see
Push and twist the knife
Drink the boredom of the bourgeoisie
I can smell your bruises and taste your life
Fear draws to the forbidden
Twice shy for I’ve been bitten
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Sleep early, wait for my call
Drown, but that is that
Go on forever, I’ll turn you on
You know what killed the cat
Portal to my mortal prayer
And that is where I’m at
Love slays but I don’t care
You know what killed the cat